So today was one of the not-so-good days.
Haha, Of course it is, that's why I'm here anyway..
So today I got 2 mid terms papers back.
Yeap, sucks like balls or whatever suckable.
Not even joking. Was literally shocked and frozen on the spot looking at the marks.
That's not even mine. What was I doing?
So apparently I'm the lowest among my peers. Well, I didn't see their scores cause that's not something I would like myself either..
But somehow, after listening to how the speak, I'm quite certain I performed badly this time.
It is horrible.
For instance over 60 marks, I can barely hit the 50 marks line.
AND to top it off, the paper was honestly simple.. I could have scored so much better, could have..
Very devastated right now. Soaked my eyes with tears a moment ago so now I'm just pure sleepy.
But no, with the results like this, I have no time to risk the microbiology test this Friday.
My results this time was out of the world kind of disappointing. This is crazy..
I wonder what was my brain thinking? sending wrong impulses alright..
Or maybe, I just didn't know how to do and thats it..
VERY EXTREMELY HORRIBLY dissapointed with myself.
Not only I scored badly, I scored bad enough to be speechless.
Yes, for me to be speechless, the figures must be hella amazing..
Nonetheless, to the future me,
prioritize yourself and your results. No time to care about sluts and whores!
PS, I know that God has a purpose behind this heartbreak. Just like my failed student exchange opportunity. I really dont know what's going on, but I hope with the hep of time.. One day when I look back, I can give out a sigh of relief...
15 Oct 2014
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