Wednesday, 12 March 2014

Scumbag

I decided to write this cause I just remembered something I heard from a friend.
And I felt very betrayed and upset.
Well it doesn't directly involve me, but yeah, I can somehow relate to the story.

So I had this crush back then.
He was nice, sweet, yet distant. But I dared not wish for more...
He would occasionally talk to me or even have physical contacts like a pat on my hand..
Hey that was enough to send me smiling the whole week.

He got himself a girlfriend. A pretty one indeed. She looks nice, so I'm somehow happy for him.
But then recently I found out a truth about him.
It turns out he dated my friend before, and acted like a complete douchebag, hence breaking my friend's heart. It was a low profile relationship, which explains why I was so shocked hearing this.
Then now that he has a girlfriend, his good friend B, got interested in my female friend, who used to be my crush's ex.
B actually asked advices from him, considering he once coupled with my friend.
Hence they got together, but then recently had problems.
How bad is that? I don't know... That girl friend is always keeping things to herself.. So let it be.

What I'm upset about is how my crush, or used-to-be-crush, handled this matter.
First, he courted my friend, broke up, then brought his new girlfriend to show his new found love.
Really??? As low profile as their past relationship was, he should be considerate about my friend!
Considering that they both meet up quite often, he shouldn't just ignore my friend and go all lovey dovey with his new girl. That's just mean!!!!
Second, this B dude got my friend's sympathy and then earned himself a girlfriend thanks to him?
I don't know about anyone else, but I personally think how B got advices from the girl's ex is just inappropriate. It's like saying " hey I'm interested in what you were interested in, can you tell me how to get her ? "  NASTY SCUMBAG.

Okay, maybe what I heard wasn't 100% proven or confirmed,
But I'm glad that I get to know possible sides of my crush.

I used to think he's different, considering how he would approach me and everything he did seemed pleasant and I had to control my nerves so I don't blush like a mad pig.

Oh, plus, since we don't see each other that often already, he had been acting like he didn't know me at all. He totally ignored me ! Hello? What did I do?  Stole your car?

Ughhh whatever, nobody's perfect.
Looking back at my diary, I used to be so close to him.
We don't talk like buddies. But his smile and gestures made me smile.

old times ...

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