Contented

Its march already!

The month that I will start my uni life very soon.

There are some regrets actually.

Well before this, my mind was set on later intakes.. Like maybe August or sept..

But then plans changed.

So I'm entering a march intake course. So time isn't on my side anymore.

Since initially I had so many more months to spare, I was leisurely planning on things to do.

Part time jobs, that's for sure.

I always wanted to work in a bakery. Pastries and decorating cakes. Haha.

Oh please, those are for trained ones. Me? Probably the one cleaning or packing breads.

Oh boo. 

Salesperson? I wouldn't mind, but true, I don't really want to get involved in that area.

Plus, I'm pretty sure I wouldn't be a good employee. Shyness. Oh boo.

A friend told me once about this volunteering/training position at sunway hospital.

That's one of my dream places to work. Hahah.

That was when I was determined to be an obstetrician. 

Walking from room to room, checking my patients' womb condition, ticking schedules.

Oh such a beautiful dream. Yes dream, cause I won't be that ):

So since then I am very interested to find a job like that.

I didn't make my move the past few months cause well, I had a lot of time back then.

But looking at the date now, it's less than a month till I am stuck with books.

Did my enquiry to clinics opposite my place.

Nope, all rejected my whole part-time-student questions.

Oh well. My bad. Should have got myself a job after cny,,

Hey, I have a solid reason.

My driving lessons have been delayed like mad gorillas.

Well according to that uncle, he's very damn busy with a lot more students.

So yeah. I had very awkward lessons scheduled. Some 2 weeks apart.

Can any beginner remember all the clutch-brake thing after that long? Certainly not me!

Hence I didn't bother asking for vacancies.

What if there is an opportunity, I can't grab it either.

My uncle likes to call me up at night around 10pm, just ton inform me of the lesson the next morning.

Wow, if I'm an employee, how could I explain that to my employer?

Explaining to my uncle? I tried objecting his scheduled and earned myself a deafening complain from him that claims that it's my entirely my fault because I can't cooperate in this whole lesson thing.

Oh don't you just feel like shaving his hair bald and cracking his elbow...?

Had to suppress every nerve in my system to hold back my boiling anger.

Skip that.

Had 2 rounds of practice with dad today.

I'm still upset of how he's so inconsiderate of me.

But I have to brush up my skills. I suck in this. And I'm taking the test on Tuesday,

OMG if I do pass, I'll buy my girls Ice cream. 

Started off roughly. Dad shouted and sighed,

But an optimistic side of me took over today, and things got better.

Not exactly great, but hey I'm getting there.. Close..?

Asked advices from friends who passed.

Sigh, those made me even more worried. But it's nice to get good-luck wishes (:

Speaking about them..

Some of them are probably having fun in a club now :D

They looked amazing from the photos. All dolled up and ready to get guys drooling over them.

Some people are just born with a great look and body with the right curves.

Well too bad, I'm not one of them. Oh well! Hahaha I can live with that I guess :D

So overall. Today I feel contented..? 

Sort of made up with sis today.. We hadn't be talking to each other well for almost a week.

I chose to ignore her clothes purposely while folding because she made a wrong step first. She didn't do her part of the chore. It was a punishment.

It worked better than me screaming and getting unfair treatment from dad.

Now, she does her parts (: I hope it lasts long. 

Plus, she got me something from her field trip today. Was told that it's my belated bday present.
Totally flabbergasted. We barely talked in the past few days.
It costed 20 bucks tho. I guess I'll have to hunt her bday present soon too.
Which reminds me, her birthday is on the 17th of March. Is this sort of like her trick to get me buying her a gift..?
I'll just go with the whole sweet and caring reason. Hehe (:

That's all. goodnight!
And I really hope I pass my driving test. Seriously. It'll be a testimony again.
God did lots of miracles in my life. Hopefully this will be one?
But it's okay Lord, I shall just put my faith in your plans (: