Failed

Had my driving test today.

Can we just spend a moment to meditate before I stab myself mentally on how stupid I was ..?

Apparently I didn't make it.
Didn't manage to drive my car over the hump of the slope test. IT WAS SO CLOSE.
To be honest, I was a tad bit more confident in this compared to side parking and 3 point turn.
I tried like 5-6 times of slope test and I have no problem doing that..
Well not till today -.-
All went well till I was asked to overcome that ONE hump. The moment I let loose of the handbrake..
There goes my car rolling down. Sigh. Disappointed of myself.
To think that parking is worse, I don't know if I can make it for the next time oh boy ):

Nonetheless, I took the other exam, testing on the road skills.
Have to admit, my mum paid extra to get me an easy pass. Sigh, hopeless me.
Well, truth to be told, I passed.
But I'm not proud of it, since I'm pretty sure a strict inspector would fail me in my first few minutes.
I'm not proud. But I'm happy. Hey I passed. Goodness YAY.
Wow I just have to write here about my experience. The beauty of bribery.
I made friends with this 18 years old girl. She didn't bribe for all sections.
And since her turn is way before mine. I get to hear her experience.
It turns out that she just barely continued her path after turning left, when the inspector announced her failure. Reason being her tyres sort of crossover the line marks on the road.
I mean, that's just freaking ridiculous. She's not even that bad and she failed cause her tyres are not perfectly in that tar-covered road. Argh. So pitiful ):
Then it was my turn. Calmed myself as much as possible so I won't fail like that slope test.
Wow, my inspector sure was difference from hers! He was not entirely friendly, but he's nice.
I mean... I can barely remember the path! Plus he practically does all the brakes and instruction-giving job. Oh not to mention, I had so many times where I almost overshoot a certain junction.
Yet, I passed.
I was shocked myself. I don't really know what to feel...
Ashamed ? Well saying no is a big fat lie.
But besides that, I just took a while to absorb the shock how I can still pass with skills like .
Hahah whatever, now I have to retake my slope test and the other 2. Argh.

Mum was encouraging. I think she's afraid that I would cut my wrist or smth.
But no, I'm scared of pain haha.
Dad was moderate. " what happened?? " he asked.
Well honestly I don't know how to answer that nor do I know where to start?
So I just went by saying I don't know why but I just rolled down.

Oh well. Obviously they're disappointed of me.
I am too.. Sigh such an expensive license ):
Idk why my parents would spend so much on to help me pass.. It's almost 1000 bucks!
How long do I need to work to repay their effort.
Such a troublesome daughter hahahaha.

I really the second time will end up as a beautiful blogpost.

Goodnight!!